I am in a transitional period. I have not been here in a long time. It seems in the past I was posting on a pretty regular basis. I somehow was inspired by events or people who crossed my path or I may have been getting encouragement and psychic feeds from the other side. There have been times in my life where I was going into a situation where I had no idea what I would say or write and how I would say or write it. In those times I would pray for guidance and a great deal of help with vocabulary. I can not tell you the amount of times when that prayer was answered. I have always prayed for strength and courage. My prayers have been answered many times. That being said.
The transitions I am going through involve, first and for most, A change in address. I am now living in a much nicer and more expensive address. First floor walk out patio and three blocks to a nice lake with many restaurants. I continue to read many biographies of other survivors of incest and child sexual abuse and watch as many documentaries of the same epidemic. I balance this self study with watching vintage cartoons and many old funny movies along with some from Bette Davis and Joan Crawford. I have recently read a biography of Joan Crawford, read like a love letter, and had to watch vintage movies of both these amazing actresses. I have also been reading more books by James Van Praagh. Really an amazing psychic and medium. Of the many books I have been reading I really recommend, "When the Piano Stops". Fascinating and amazing story of a brave and courageous woman named Catherine McCall.
I have also been investigating a support group to speak about incest and child sexual abuse. I am not sure how I will be received while being a Gnostic Christian and believing I chose to be a survivor of all that I have lived through. The first attempt to join the group did not go well. I got a call while at work about joining the group and when I tried 3 times I did not get a confirmation that the group would meet as there were enough people interested in the group. I did not want to drive the 40 minutes each way just in case. Now I can not drive as my car needs repairs and I am investigating the most honest mackanec at the most fair price. On a better note I did recently get wheels! I took a cap with my bike in the back to a nearby shop for a few repairs. I got a front skewer for the tire, got the tires pumped up and purchased a bike lock. I then biked home the 3.2 miles. Now I have gone to the nearby store and will soon check out the bike paths nearby.
I am also in the rewrite of letters to the Dr. Phil show who accidentally sent me an email.
This should be interesting.
So....Transitions. We all go through them. They can be scary but I always pray for guidance and
most times those prayers are answered. Try to keep the faith, what ever that is to you.
Peace.
The transitions I am going through involve, first and for most, A change in address. I am now living in a much nicer and more expensive address. First floor walk out patio and three blocks to a nice lake with many restaurants. I continue to read many biographies of other survivors of incest and child sexual abuse and watch as many documentaries of the same epidemic. I balance this self study with watching vintage cartoons and many old funny movies along with some from Bette Davis and Joan Crawford. I have recently read a biography of Joan Crawford, read like a love letter, and had to watch vintage movies of both these amazing actresses. I have also been reading more books by James Van Praagh. Really an amazing psychic and medium. Of the many books I have been reading I really recommend, "When the Piano Stops". Fascinating and amazing story of a brave and courageous woman named Catherine McCall.
I have also been investigating a support group to speak about incest and child sexual abuse. I am not sure how I will be received while being a Gnostic Christian and believing I chose to be a survivor of all that I have lived through. The first attempt to join the group did not go well. I got a call while at work about joining the group and when I tried 3 times I did not get a confirmation that the group would meet as there were enough people interested in the group. I did not want to drive the 40 minutes each way just in case. Now I can not drive as my car needs repairs and I am investigating the most honest mackanec at the most fair price. On a better note I did recently get wheels! I took a cap with my bike in the back to a nearby shop for a few repairs. I got a front skewer for the tire, got the tires pumped up and purchased a bike lock. I then biked home the 3.2 miles. Now I have gone to the nearby store and will soon check out the bike paths nearby.
I am also in the rewrite of letters to the Dr. Phil show who accidentally sent me an email.
This should be interesting.
So....Transitions. We all go through them. They can be scary but I always pray for guidance and
most times those prayers are answered. Try to keep the faith, what ever that is to you.
Peace.
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